Sleepless

I stay awake all night, because, when I sleep, I have nightmares about fat. I spend all exhausted, worrying about fat.

My heart races.

I can’t take classes over the summer. Tomorrow, I have an interview at camp.

It’s easy there; run all day, schedule my breaks during meals, no one ever guesses, and the people who do know are too far away.

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