I am overwhelmed right now.

I’m blogging to avoid the things I should be doing.

I have to make a speech to all of these important people tomorrow. When they asked if I wanted to participate in this “committee” thing, I pictured small group of people chatting around a table. Not thrown into this thing at the last minute and asked to present in the world’s scariest room, all by myself. I would not have agreed to this.

I have a 100 page paper due tonight… well loosely tonight. It’s a group thing. We agreed to turn our stuff into each other today to edit and revise before it’s due to the professor on Friday.

I have an assignment about eating disorders, that I don’t want to do. I don’t even want to open the book.

There’s more work too. Lots of it.

And I’m going out of town soon. I’m flying with Avery, it’ll be her first time. I’m nervous about that.

I just feel like I can’t do it.